Can’t I Love You

Even it is so painful, I can’t feel it.

Even I’m waiting for you and you wouldn’t come.

Even I think of you with shaking so badly, I can’t feel it.

Since the day I put your heart in my mind.

I can’t put my heart else where.

Even if it hurts and breaks my heart apart, I won’t close my heart.

I am who was living in a lonely world.

You’re the only one who can make me smile.

Can’t I love you? 

Can you come to me?

Just for once, can you hug me in you arms?

You’re the only one I love.

Can’t you accept my heart?

The reason why I’m still breathing in this terrible loneliness.

It’s all because of you.

Can’t I love you? 

Can you come to me?

Once again, can you hug me in your arms?

You’re the only one I love.

For the first time and last time.

Even you’re alive, you can’t be held in my arms.

Even you throw my heart away from your mind.

Can’t I love you? 

Even if I’m just behind your back.

Distantly, I just can look at you from afar.

Even if I just can protect your shadow.

Even like this, it’s alright.. 

even only I love you, it’s okay…