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Hoaaaam .. Lama banget deh ga buka situs blog .

Mungkin terlalu sibuk dengan dunia baru , maybe?

Yaaap dan akhirnya Yolla dapet di HUKUM UKI :)

Puji Tuhan , dimanapun itu Yolla terimalaah ..

Awal masuk UKI salemba, shock abiss ..

Dengan segala senioritas dan sikap tegas yang diberikan senior.

Ospek yang di bentak-bentak, 1 semester ga boleh bawa kendaraan, wajib pake rok, almamater dan kemeja! lol

Yah 1001 macam peraturan disanalaah ..

Tapi Yolla fikir, itu semua demi kebaikan juniornya juga sii ..

Biar katanye bukan sarjana hukum yang bermentalkan tempe! Hhhaaa

Senior dan temen-temen Yolla baik semua kokk ..

Yaah walaupun ada beberapa kaum yang so kaya dan so eksis padahal sii sampah, upss ..

Semoga aja sii Yolla bisa betah 4 tahun disana , amin ..

STRESS, NGEDOWN..

Okay.. Itu adalah dua kata yang gue rasakan saat ini menit ini dan detik ini.

GAGAL SNMPTN..

Gilaaa, gagal gagal dan gagal..

Memangnya enak mendengar kata GAGAL?

UMB gagal, STMI juga gagal.

Gimana gw ngomongnya sama bonyok?

Yang ada muka gw bonyok2 nantinya! (engga gitu juga sih) Hhaaa..

Haiihh.. Sampe bingung gw punya karunia apa yah?

Kog bisa sedodolipet ini dalam persaingan masuk negri ;(

Padahal gw udah berdoa sungguh2..

Belajar juga bisa dikatakan rajin (walau gg serajin obama)

Haihh bisa panas nih telinga kalau sampe bonyok tau.

Yang ada malah ceramah, ceramah dan ceramah.

Benar2 liburan panjang yang sangat MENYEBALKAN.

DAMN!

Sepertinya emang calon2nya hukum UKI nih..

Oh no.. no.. Tidaaaaaaaaaaak!

Gue harus belajar ekstra supaya masuk UNJ.

PENMABA adalah kesempatan terkahir (tampang optimis, mata berkaca-kaca*)

Sampe ga masuk juga, gue bakar nih.. (apa deh yg dibakar? auukkk apa..)

Mungkin Tuhan punya rencana lain..

Yah begitulah kata orang2 beriman.

Gue percaya sih masa depan anak2Nya penuh dengan pengharapan dan pasti cerah.

Klo kata Bapak Pdt. Pariadji,, anak2 Tuhan akan naik ke atas dan bukan turun, menjadi kepala dan bukan ekor (aminnnn)

Ayoo Yola, kamu harus optimis, tidak boeh patah semangat!

Go.. Go.. Go.. (apaan sih!)

Tuhan Yesus Kristus pasti memberkati.

Can’t I Love You

Even it is so painful, I can’t feel it.

Even I’m waiting for you and you wouldn’t come.

Even I think of you with shaking so badly, I can’t feel it.

Since the day I put your heart in my mind.

I can’t put my heart else where.

Even if it hurts and breaks my heart apart, I won’t close my heart.

I am who was living in a lonely world.

You’re the only one who can make me smile.

Can’t I love you? 

Can you come to me?

Just for once, can you hug me in you arms?

You’re the only one I love.

Can’t you accept my heart?

The reason why I’m still breathing in this terrible loneliness.

It’s all because of you.

Can’t I love you? 

Can you come to me?

Once again, can you hug me in your arms?

You’re the only one I love.

For the first time and last time.

Even you’re alive, you can’t be held in my arms.

Even you throw my heart away from your mind.

Can’t I love you? 

Even if I’m just behind your back.

Distantly, I just can look at you from afar.

Even if I just can protect your shadow.

Even like this, it’s alright.. 

even only I love you, it’s okay…

Tik.. Tok.. Tik.. Tok...

Tik.. Tok.. Tik.. Tok... Waktu terus berjalan sampai sampai gue pengen muntah, boleh y?

Sekali aja? Okay.. Uuuueeekkkkhhh.....

Gilaa boring banget gue di rumah. ASLI SUNGGUH..

Ingin sih di bilang dewasa dan bukan ababil seperti yang dikatakan my fucking ax..

But.. Capeeee juga.

Setiap hari selalu dengar mereka berantem bla bla bla dan blaaaaa..

Sutresno juga antara bimbang dan tidak bisa masuk Perguruan Tinggi Negeri.

Diitung pake jari tangan plus kaki juga ga keitung karena lamanya waktu liburan.

Yaaa itu dia, jadwal gue hanya bangun beres-beres makan mandi lalu tidur lagi.

Saat ini gue hanya bisa bilang SABAR YOLLA SAYANG..

Kalau Frau Elly bilang sih "kamu harus kuat, kadang iblis pakai orang-orang terdekat kita untuk menyakiti hati kita dan membuat kita jauh dari Tuhan, kamu harus sabar y percaya saja Tuhan pasti akan memberikan masa depan yang baik"

Yaaap itu dia, 1 kata yang bisa gue imanin saat ini, PERCAYA.

Okay.. Ngomong-ngomong soal Frau Elly, bisa dikatakan dia itu ibu angkat yang paling gue sayang.

Mungkin dia selalu bisa memberikan kasih sayang dan semangat ketika gue sedih, menemani serta menguatkan ketika gue terjatuh.

Itulah hebatnya Frau, dia selalu mau membantu, mendoakan dan menghibur.

Mungkin satu hal yang paling engga bisa di lupa, dia adalah orang pertama yang membuat gue kenal

dan dekat dengan Tuhan Yesus Kristus :)

Yang tadinya gue seorang yang suka ngelawan orang tua nakal keluyuran bla bla blaaa, ketika dia ada dan selalu ada, gw bener2 berubah..

Hampir gw fikir ini impossible, but.. setelah gw nepok2 muka ternyata engga tuh, Hhee..

Frau Ellyku tersayang is the best deh.

Kembali lagi dengan sejuta permasalahan dirumah..

Nyaris ga yakin dengan kondisi saat ini, but harus di ikankan. Hhaa :D

• Bokap yang menyebalkan tapi ada baiknya (walau sedikit),
• Nyokap yang super duper buaweellllll (maklum inang2)
• ade gue Jonatan yang sangat amat teramat sungguh terlalu MENYEBALKAN dan hanya bisa damai sama gue sebulan sekali,
• serta ade gue yang paling kecil sekaligus RATU karena semua rakyat di rumah terlalu sayang sama dia, wajar sih..
• Fhesya Ribka Aurelina ini memang sangat lucu, matanya yang sipit baik ramah bla bla blaa, bisa bikin 1 rumah ini kaya di pasar karena ramainya.. Padahal baru 3 tahun looh..

This is my family, walaupun mereka sangat menyebalkan tapi baik and I really love them :')

You Are Not Alone Guys

A girl went to her friend's house and she ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small COMMUNITY and she lived only a few blocks away. As she walked along under the bike trail Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a shortcut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same alley just twenty minutes after she had been there. Feeling overwhelmed by this tragedy and the fact that it could have been her, she began to weep. Thanking the Lord for her safety and to help this young woman, she decided to go to the police station. She felt she could recognize the man, so she told them her story. The police asked her if she would be willing to look at a lineup to see if she could identify him. She agreed and immediately pointed out the man she had seen in the alley the night before. When the man was told he had been identified, he immediately broke down and confessed. The officer thanked Diane for her bravery and asked if there was anything they could do for her. She asked if they would ask the man one question. Diane was curious as to why he had not attacked her. When the policeman asked him, he answered, 'Because she wasn't alone. She had two tall men walking on either side of her.' Amazingly, whether you believe or not, you're not alone.